It’s might not be the right time,
I might not be the right one.
Daft Punk keep singing this song.
Yes, It’s the same story about my expression over this movie – Ossan’s Love.
Be honest, I didn’t feel like I try so hard to be calm or to be cool just living life watching Docuseries. But it’s what I really, really like – anything wrong to choose whatever you like?
I think no. In such similar stance, I do recently browse through this name, watched preview, and skipped. It’s sound non-sense and wasting time.
However, thing never been the same.
30 October, too soon to celebrate my birthday, actually 18 November, but I had not much available date so my high school friends pick me up 6am, early morning, for a day trip. Inspired by Carpool Karaoke I’ve watched my beloved Celine Dion 2 weeks ago – we kept singing, laughing and smile. I was home 9pm, almost late by night, with joyful overwhelming my silly heart.
And I feel good.
Check a friend’s line – she said “You must watch this – Ossan’s Love, it’s funny to dead” If being another day, I sure did rejected – but that night I was changed. I turn TV on, select a name and enjoy a show.
Yes, it’s so silly enough laughing to dead. But I finished it with tear – I don’t know why. I feel so pity for Maki and it’s remind me how stupid I am. Yes, I once, twice, maybe more than trice living life such way. I used to, or even now, judge everything based on my side. Yes, I cried so hard.
Well, sound pity overreaction so? Yes, I acknowledged it. I might never watch it again without a whole joyful day before, and I might feel nothing, too. But during the moment I feel good – within the time my heart full with joy – heart is easily open.
I am, I might not just I was, Maki from this series. Some kind of people whom living life forecast a thing just by your side. I know, I know it’s make me feel precise, justice, strong, and stable – but I don’t even learn how to follow a heart is.
I cry and it’s hurt from bottom of a heart – but I feel good.
I can’t remember the last time I crying out loud? The day I broke up with someone seriously in love with? Hmm, well, no. By the way this tears feel so good. My muddy heart, a wall I’ve build for years, been cleanse – made me feel so brand new.
This TV series is worth laughing to dead.
But for me dead is just a beginning. I was raise from an ash and feel good like a first born of an phoenix. I became human again – I can feel my heart beating fast.
NOW.
Ossan’s Love available on Netflix. Don’t waste your time with if you dare not laughing to dead.
