Always believe in an individual, taste, belief, and so personality – it’s sometime became problem but do I need to care, I seldom question myself time, to time.
Take a look at me, I am very simple and absolutely honest kind. Well, when right strike me into a question – my answer might not quite slightly right as expected and it’s might be my false so.
I choose, rather lets something, someone, somebody been some I’ve loose, not to answer in some kind of sensitive or simply-but-silly questions such an attitude test. I probably failed you. However, season changes – I still be the same, I strike two in a row my future lovers out. It’s so silly question but easily way to end up wasting time.
It’s all about movie.
First, we talked about I am now under keeping my room clean and throwing, throwing things away. Conversation suddenly turn into “Happy Old Year” the movie which name in Thai is “How to Dump Things”. I am not such cast away kind – I’ve heard about it several times – but I keep try to be innocent my way.
“Why we need to add ‘How To’ just for me to dump things?”
I asked with silly smile over my ugly face.
“It’s movie – very nice one”
answer return me such way. Yes, I know, I know, I know.
To end up such conversation my way – I express my polite but aggressively expression out
“Oh, I’ve heard that but it’s not my taste, my style”.
It’s might be such hurt for you to realise of your favourite movie been rejected by one you’re talking with.
“But it’s very good movie, you should try”.
Oh, my – I hit my head to my heart and my toes before being too polite to answered it my way
“It’s might depend on taste, style, or like – nothing wrong with it. I just not into such genre”.
Hopefully for it’s end but some people couldn’t learn how to STOP.
“You should try’.
Such too much to be bear – one I don’t like thing is people whom not even care or respect my choice of decision. It’s my life, my eyes, my eyes – I choose whatever I want to watch, to hear, to see. So I cut it clear
“I answered you twice”
And it’s the end.
Just day after, this morning, I’ve got movie recommendation about “Dew bla bla movie”. I’ve skipped after its very boring preview on Netflix yesterday evening. Be honest but true – it’s to boring and slow enough of they choice to choose a dance partner, I’ve been to pee, back and found they’re not yet doing a dance.
“I’ve watched Dew last night”
It’s how conversation started. It’s not bad so.
I’ve learn from yesterday experience. Good part of me told me to stop it before it’s gone too far.
“I’ve watched its preview last night – It’s not my like maybe”
I’ve try to end up thing such way. But it’s not might satisfied a need.
“You should watch – it’s about love, sincerity, and keeping faith’
Hmm, I keep try not to lets evil part being expose. However, think, I don’t have to pretend to be nice and naive. I am what I am.
“Something might satisfy someone – but nothing satisfy everyone or every needed”
I try so hard.
So I am here with Toshinobu Kubota singing his La La La Love Song and feel good being singing and single.
Cause I’m in love.
